My testimony:  " I Survived! " 

 

  I understand where you've been because I've been there too. I am a  Survivor of an abusive marriage and it's all by the grace of God. Some people see the glory, but they don't know the story. And like most Hurting women, I stayed in it because I wanted my marriage to work, but it only got worst. I was raised in the church and I was taught a woman place was to be submissive to her husband at all times, and she had to stay in her marriage regardless of the situation. My ex husband use to lock me in the house each day before he went to work. He said it was only because he loved me. And I believe him, he called me the most hurtful names, he even said I was a dog. As the abuse became more unbearable, I finally build up the courage and took the matter to the Elders in the church, but they only swept the matter under the rug because my husband was a big tighter in the church. They didn't seemed to care that he was cheating on me, emotionally abusing me and doing some cruel things to me, I'll rather not say. The Elders said, God hated  divorce and I had to stay married to him. I was living in hell on earth and my husband kept me isolated from my family and friends. I had knowone to turn to but God, so I prayed Day and night, for His help. Sometimes the closest I got to freedom was to look out the window, but know one knew the pain I felt on the inside. My heart was  shattered. And each Sunday as I sat in church, I had to pretend like my marriage was happy, because my husband was a well known man in the community. He was also a Deacon in the church, who got up in the pulpit and preached like an Angel but, behind close doors he was a Monster. I learned how to smile through the tears when I wanted to die, as the happy Pastor's wife to make him look good in front the crowd.

 

    Sometimes when I awoke in the morning they were skellington hand prints on the mirrors but I never knew of my husbands secret ocultic lifestyle.  These strange things wait on for quite a while and he said I was just being  paranoid. One afternoon we were about to have dinner and the HolySpirit prompt me to pray over the meal and when I did. A maggot came out of my food. And to my surprise my husband just smiled and acted like it was perfectly normal. That was many years ago, but up to today I donot eat anything without first blessing it. My husband told me constantly I couldn't leave him and when the Lord began to open my eyes, I saw all the secret satanic rituals he was doing against me. As days, turned into months and months turned into years. I continued to fast and pray for the Lord help. And one night when my husband came home, he was very angry and he threw me up against the wall and started beating me. I knew surely he was going to kill me and He took a knife from the kitchen and I ran in the bathroom. I fell on my knees right on the bathroom floor and cried out to God. I sure thought at that moment my life was about to end. But the Lord heard me and delivered me. Then one day, I heard the voice of God, as clear as day and He told me. MY CHILD I HAVE RELEASED YOU FROM THIS MARRIAGE. That day I packed my bags and Never Looked Back. I forgave him and forgave myself for marrying him even though God told me Not to marry him. I married him in disobedience and suffered dearly for the consequences of my actions. And it almost cost me my life, purpose and destiny. I was married to a warlock and I lived through it because of God mercy. God allowed me to go through it so I can encourage other women to Survive. I am a Survivor of domestic violence. And if I Survived you will Survive too. 

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Stay Empowered, 
Prophetess Kimmoria N. Thomas